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Back to reality

Hey guys!
It's been more than 3 weeks I left Japan.
I forgot to share my vlog I did, when I came back home. I used all the footage I didn't use until now.
Enjoy my 1 year : VLOG 07

And how am I doing?
Well, I had some trouble in university, but it should be ok this week finally (I hope).
So I was pretty busy doing all this 'coming back to school' stuff and didn't have the time to be lonely.

Well, I really miss Japan. This can't be helped. But I also like it here, so I didn't get such a huge culture shock.

My boyfriend is right now in Vietnam. He went for a trip to South-east Asia one day after me going home. I though it will be unfair, because if he goes to such a trip, he won't have the time to miss me. And me, going back to my usual life....I will miss him very much.
But what happened....is the exact opposite.
As he went to that trip alone, he became quite lonely without me (friends and Japan). And I went back to my family, friends and eveything, so I'm totally okay after our first 3 weeks in a long-distance relationship, while he 'cries' for my side.
But I'm very happy he told me how he feels and I think this long-distance will help us to open up more to each other. I will try to think of this in a positive way as much as I can.Worrying about our future won't help anybody.
He plans to visit me in September and it looks like we will also go together to France for 1 week. That's why I'm desperately searching for a part-time job right now XD

I have still more than 1 year until my graduation and I have no idea what to do after that. I wanted to do my master's degree in Japan, but the scholarship I looked up requires a 2-years long research before and when I calculated it all, by the time I could get the master's degree I would be very very old :D I don't want to spend my life studying. Although it might be good in some ways, but still....I think it would be hard to search for a job, especially in Japan. I just don't know.....
Other option is to do the master's degree here in Slovakia/Czech republic and during that time to go again for 1 year exchange programme, but I don't like to do the same thing for second time. Of course I would choose a different university (aiming for Tokyo), but still....agh, I just really don't know what to do!

Is there even anybody reading this bullshit?:D

Oh well, back to my studies.

Our last photo at Narita Airport, where we both cried like hell somewhere after this. XD



( 9 comments — Leave a comment )
Mar. 25th, 2014 11:57 pm (UTC)
Omg you won't believe it...I started to cry when I watched your vlog. I think it was because when I came back from my exchange in Japan, I didn't cry...so my feelings were bottled up until now. T-T Your exchange looked like so much fun! KPP's song is awesome!
I also wish you and your boyfriend all the best! You guys are very cute!
Mar. 26th, 2014 04:02 pm (UTC)
You went to an exchange to Japan? When and where?? I didn't know!(I think)
But more people told me, they got emotional watching this vlog, so it's not only you.
Yeah, I really like this song from KPP and I think it perfectly fits the video.

Thank you!!! ^^
Mar. 29th, 2014 02:04 am (UTC)
Yes! I went to Osaka in February....but it was only 1 week! XD
You're welcome! ^^
Mar. 29th, 2014 09:32 am (UTC)
Oh, Osaka! How was it? It's apity it was only for a week....
Mar. 31st, 2014 02:06 am (UTC)
It was so much fun! I tried to do everything and eat everything. But yes, it's too bad it was so short. I'm procrastinating on making a post about it. :P
Apr. 5th, 2014 09:00 pm (UTC)
And there, I got teary-eyed again watching your video. I hope everything is ok with your university now! And you guys are too adorable, I'm happy for you ♥
Apr. 6th, 2014 11:01 am (UTC)
Well, my uni still sucks, they are slow like hell.
Can't explain better -_-

It's nice to see that someone thinks we are adorable, because from now on I will be happy if I survive in long-distance lol XD
Apr. 6th, 2014 03:51 pm (UTC)
It's very annoying to have to deal with problems with university administration...By the way, when will your summer holiday start then if you're still going there at the moment?

Well I can't give you any advice but I'll be cheering for you ;)
Apr. 6th, 2014 06:08 pm (UTC)
Yes, the administration is just the worst....
My exams start in the middle of May, maybe it will end around the beginning of June. Afterwards I have holidays until 15th September :)

Now wondering about coming to France in August. Btw I left you a message on FB, don't know if you have already read it.

Thank you very much :)
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